| ) to my unborn baby girl Now i really long for my baby just thinking that she will understand me because she is a part of mine she has been there within me since my birth....feeling my heart beats,my warmth.. knowing my pains..and passions.. there is nothing that i may talk to her to convey my heart.. she knows me to the fullest... i know that she is there deep inside me hearing all my voices..,wet in my tears..i really need you.. come out of my flesh my dear for i love to hold you in my arms i want to feel your soft skin i want to see the stars in your eyes... someone may say come out of my woomb but what should i say to you my dear..?you hav not even reached that place. you have'nt even started your journey.. still i call up on u,'cuz i feel so lonely.. u know,i need someone to get u,out of me.. and i would lik 2 call dat great person 'your father'... i found him in my love.. so u may call him 'FATHER' i am happy that u trust me 'cuz u hav chosen me as ur mother and gave me the freedom 2 choose ur father but my child,wold u really want 2 come out? i am afraid 2 bring u out..now ur safe inside me.. still my dear..,i long 2 c u feel ur soft fingertips.. want 2 c u smile like ur father u dont know what made him ur father, he had d same smile as yours.. and i wanted u in my arms... he is more of ur father than my love i loved him as my man i dont want him 2b left alone.. somebody should b there 2 love him.. he feels my love a burden.. now its ur turn my baby.. u know me 2 d core.. so i can b sure,u cant b mistaken.. love him so... so dat he wont miss my missing... he will know someday..dat i hav given MYSELF.. u should b there 2 hold his hands when he is in need.. 'cuz my baby.... he is my only LOVE.
Footnote: I wrote the poem 3 years back and the girl mentioned was there in my arms few months back..and I had to leave my love and babe for our life...its been months since I last saw them..and touched her soft fingertips..and Now in waiting...hoping to see them in my life and bloom all around again..
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we,barkha and i love you so much so that we 3 seems a world within US that nobody else feels or likes owing to their personal taste and choice among/out of US.It's nothing that binds us together and carried now but the bliss & grace of the Almighty for which our parents pray for. Let not your mind cling after the unborn baby boy so soon,who would help you to live like a you in your dreams .
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